I messed up....:(

I really didn't want to say anything to Mom at all, but Mom does not take no for an answer, so I did mention our financial difficulty, and of course, immediately she said she would look to see if she could help. Sigh. I hate myself sometimes, I really do. I told her "Look, I'm sorry I brought this up....please, please don't put yourself into a hole. As much as I would love the help, please look after yourself, ok?" I hope she will.